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Inspirational Poetry

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I Am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara

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Welcome to 2005

The Year of Illumination

August 2005

Dear Ones: I share with you, this most inspiring poem, that was gifted to me by a friend, that I worked with, at the New Thought Alliance Congress. Nancy Bell is an inspirational writer. This poem, she has written, sends a very special message, to all human and alien kind. I am honored to share this one with you.

Be More

From The Golden Butterfly of Love and Joy

Copyright 1977 by Nancy Lee Bell.

I walk beside the quiet shore,
the shore of Galilee;
And find the Christ, the Nazarene,
accompaning me.
He directs my vision outward
across the sea and high above;
Shows me the height, the depth, breadth of life.
Made perfect in his love.
"Fear not to give your all to life,"
He speaks in my ear.
"For I have chosen everything, that unto you comes near."
I turn to say a word or two
to him that walks with me,
And find that there is only I
by shore at Galilee.
Yet He Who spoke is with me,
welling up from deep within;
His presence fills the vastness
of the deep, the sand, the wind.
He walks with me and I with Him
along life's moving shore.
He shares with me these words of Truth:
"You are!"
"You are!"
"Be More!"

Many Blessings Dear Ones: I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara, we are One.

and always remember "Be More"

July 2005

Dear Ones: Here is a poem, I feel, will keep the chain of hope going for all of you.

Hope, is Just Around the Corner

By Anstaria Starling

06/17/05

When darkness falls and you're alone, and things, seem not to go your way. Your life becomes a down slide, and your heart, feels unsure, with every step you take. Wherever, you look, your world seems to be closing in around you. You're searching for a way out.
Think twice, before you pass the point of no return. It is a place you cannot come back from. A place of sadness and deep despair. A place where darkness lives on. It is here, where the void, the emptyness, will fill your heart. Think twice my love, before you jump. Because, within every dark night. There is a light, that shines, like a million stars above.
Reach up my love and know, that hope, is just around the corner, waiting right here for you. Another voice, that calls to you, from love. A voice of power, a voice of light. Even brighter then the million stars above. It is the voice of one, who has been there and knows the way through, even the thickest parts of life.
Even in the darkest clouds, rest that one silver lining. The voice of hope that calls to you. Come forth and take my hand. I will walk with you, through the shadows of the darkest lands. Together, we can make it down this winding path. Trust in me and I will be your partner and your friend. Believe in me, and you will know, that you are never alone.
Even though, they're murky swamps, that cloud your vision and lava pits, that burn your heart. Even when the dark clouds appear and things fall apart.
Hope is just around the corner. Just reach for me and trust in me. Believe that you have another chance, to pick yourself up and brush off the dust. So you can start over again and live the life, you've always been meant to live.
Know that with every dark tunnel, there is a light of hope. A light that will guide you and make you want to live again.

In love and light, I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara, we are one.

June 2005

Dear Ones: This is a poem that will open your heart, and help you to believe in you. Because every word, in this poem is true. Just know it's all up to you.

Believe

By Anstaria Starling

01/09/03

Believe, you are special, for you are a precious gift from God.
Believe, you are strong and have courage and nothing can steer you wrong.
Believe, you are more, than what you think, for you are.
Believe, you are compassionate and loving, because you are.
Believe, that your words are truth, because you speak with the voice of God.
Believe, that there is another world out there, for it is, the world, that you believe is true.
Believe, you create, your own reality, because you do.
Believe, in the unknown and fear it not, for you can learn from it and grow.
Believe, everyone you meet, is destined, because it is so.
Believe, that you are one, because you are one, with the universal source, of unconditional love.
Believe, in yourself and what does come, because with every experience, you learn so much.
But, most of all, Dear One, Believe in you, because, you are a true creation of God.

In love and light, I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara, we are one.

May 2005

Dear Ones: This poem is for you, a gift of love from above. May it awaken your spirit and the truth within you.

Celestial Whispers

By Anstaria Starling

04/29/05

As night time falls, I close my eyes and think of what heaven is like. I hear a voice so silent like a whisper. I open my eyes and see a glorious light, that illuminates the endless sky. I see stars all around me as I rise and walk along the golden line.
Moving slowly I walk and see, stars all over the indigo sky. One by one they move and dance and twinkle the words of love within your eyes. The tones of beauty within your soul. The belief and promises of peace that are very near. The Celestial Whispers, enhance the love and faith within your soul. The Celestial Spirit within you all.
The Celestial Whispers are expressions of the soul, appearing as they are meant to be. The whispers carry messages to you and those around you. They are the beauty of your spirit, your expression of the God within. The living creative power of love. The love you are as One. Each celestial whisper, is you, a unique expression of God.
Now move ahead, accept the gift of the Celestial Whispers. The gift of love.

Many Blessings, I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara. We are One with God.

April 2005

Dear Ones: This is a dream that occured, a transformation.

Wind Dancing

By Anstaria Starling

March 3, 2005


Resting, I close my eyes while waiting for my love. I feel a gentle shake while resting in my parked car. I open my eyes and hear a whistling eerie sound. I look up and see green leaves swaying, dancing in the winds of time. The branches are as dark as the cloudy night. The sound is like a musical love balard that can only be played by the wind.


I feel my body move and dance. I rise and become one with the trees and wind. I sway and feel at ease, like I am the wind and trees. Moving dancing, singing, I enjoy this moment. As I float and slumber here. I see the mountains move and dance with the wind. I see the animals becoming one as we all just dance through out the winds of time. I sing with peace in my heart. I commune with others that are here. We enjoy ourselves as morning does come.


A new day is now upon us. I am awakend by the evening sun, now looking into the eyes of my beloved.

Blessings one and all. May the God within always guide and lead you down your path to the One.

I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara. We are one.

March 2005

Dear Ones: Here's a story about a boy written in poetry form, about the vision he did see. Enjoy, Blessings Anstaria

The Resurection

By Anstaria Starling

February 28, 2005

A child watches from a distant shore, overlooking a glistening pool of white light, now glowing oh so bright. Like a beacon that lights up the night.

The child so currious wonders what this pool of light is all about. The child sees a woman coming down the frosty mountain side. In her arms she carries child much like him. A child sleeping with shut eyes.
"Dear God, please take my boy and give to him life. So he may live so full to become that special guiding light." The mother places the child upon the raft and sends it floating into the middle of the pool of light.

The heavens open wide as streams of golden and silver dust fall like rain upon the child that sleeps upon the raft. A stream of golden rays from heaven engulf the boy that now rest.

A dove flies forth to touch the child with it's wings of grace and splendor. They brush across the young boy's heart. The child rises from his slumber and sees before him now, his own mother's eyes. She reaches for her child, he goes to her and they hug. "Thank you God, thank you for my son."

Now for the boy watching on a distant shore, a miracle has begun. A miracle of love.

Many Blessings Dear Ones. I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara. We are One.

Dear Ones: Here's a special poem about a vision I saw one night letting me know what to expect over time. Our world will go through many global changes. So we ask you now just to have faith and believe all is well.

February 2005

Angelic Vision

By Anstaria Starling

January 15, 2005

Late at night I settle down to sleep, worrying of things that may or may not be. I turn off the lights after meditation and see streams of light arising from the floor like fountains. White, opal, green, blue, violet and pink all glisening, shining brightly in the night. As they grow they become Angelic Beings of light, much like me.
They stand with expanded wings, reaching up as far as the eye can see. Around them they show me global visions of light. Changes that will sweep across the land. By water, by fire, by hail, by rain. Then sunshine once again. Rainbows of illumination floating, stretching across the earth. As it reaches outward into the Univwerse to touch the spiritual hand of love, peace, and joy. A chain of people reaching forth across the shores.
They let me know all is well, all is calm. My life is moving along as planned. They let me know many things will come forth. Many doors will open for me and acceptance will abound. They let me know I will fully embrace my Angelic presence once again.
They tell me to go with the flow, no guilt shell rein because all is well in my Divine Plan.

With Love and Light I am Anstaria Starling Kumara. We are one.

Welcome to 2004

The Year of Union

December 2004

Dear Ones: Here's a poem of healing and beauty of a Courtyard I know. It is in a place beyond the stars, enjoy the experience I give to you.

Healing Pool of Light

By Anstaria Starling

November 7, 2004

Walking down a cobblestone path, in the distance I see a glowing light, that illuminates the sky. I walk along past mountains and trees and plants, above me exotic birds fly in circling the heavens high above. I hear the song of crickets as I pass. I hear an occasional owl that hoots, voicing the lessons of wisdom gone and past.

I journey forward into the silent night. I come to a stone arch that reaches high into the endless indigo sky. I continue forward on this path. Then I see another stone arch stretching high for the endless indigo sky. I move through and see the glow as bright as every star in the sky.

I pass under the second arch that leads me down an ivory staircase into a garden of exotic wild flowers, that sway within the winds of time.

I look ahead, I see a woman all in white. She extends a hand to me. I reach for her, we touch. She leads me to a glorious pool of white light. She says to me "Welcome to the healing pool of light." We walk between the marble pillars to the bubbling pool of white light.

I move near, it looks like sparkling diamonds as it shines, reflecting the sparkling light in my eyes, illuminating the paleness of the full moon upon my face. I step into the pool of light. I feel a warmth, a love beyond the cosmos moves through my soul. I swim in the pool and feel stronger every moment as I move.

I dive beneath the waters and swim like a dolphin at play. Then I emerge from the pool and glow with the healing light of love. It is the power within that helps me radiate with joy and love.

I look around and see upon the mountains to the right and left of me, endless streams of light cascading into the pool of light. Glowing calling forth healing from within me. A power I forgot. A power that has always waited for me. The power of God's healing pool of light and love.

With love and blessings sent to you. I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara. We are One.

November 2004

Dear Ones: Here's a truly inspired poem about soul mates. It comes from the story The Bohemian Dream. Which is now a book in the making. Hold the one you love close to you and enjoy, the passion behind the words.

Soul to Soul

By Anstaria Starling

September 29, 2004

Dreams of burning passion, moving through me, reaching out beyond the cosmos, calling to my counterpart.

Soul to Soul
Our hearts are like fire, that burn as one flame, a never ending dream that goes beyond.
We are bound together as one.

Soul to Soul
I can feel his pain, his power, his love. I can feel his chrismatic grace.
I can see his beauty.
I know his heart, for we are one.

Soul to Soul
We walk together in spirit.
We walk together in hope.
We move together.
We live within each other, some way some how. Even though he is still energy. I can feel him.

Soul to Soul
I know one day he's coming. He will make himself known to me. I will see it in his eyes
for we are connected, no doubt.

Soul to Soul
One day we will physically walk together, hand in hand,
Play together, run together, dance together, make love together.
There is no doubt. We are connected.

Soul to Soul
Our dreams are the same, our paths are similar.
Our hopes ride along the same cloud. We are truly connected.

Soul to Soul
One day we'll touch, we'll kiss. Even though he is spirit, we'll never be alone.
Because, I've seen him in visions, in dreams. We always walk together and never alone.
When our time comes we will know each other, because we are connected.

Soul to Soul

With love and Blessings, I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara. We are One.

October 2004

Dear Ones: Here's a poem I feel goes to the very core of faith explaining what it is. Please enjoy and think about what your translation of faith is.

Faith Is

By Anstaria Starling

September 19, 2004

Faith is
Knowing and believing that you can truly make it.

Faith is
Trusting that God is always there for you
because God always is.

Faith is
Following your intuition and knowing you are
going down the right path.

Faith is
No matter how big a wall is or an issue, that you
will always come through it despite what it looks
like on the surface.

Faith is
Totally surrendering to God and letting God take
the lead knowing all is well without any doubt.

Faith is
Trusting the unseen and knowing that there's something
there you can believe in and knowing you will make it through.

Faith is
Knowing and trusting in God the way you do and knowing
no matter what, you will always come through.

Love and Blessings I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara, we are one.

September 2004

Dear Ones: Here's a poem about how I feel love flows through life. Please enjoy the beauty it will send forth to you.

The River of Love

By Anstaria Starling

August 29, 2004

A flowing river is the way love is. A river that flows deep within the depths of your soul. It is an endless river that carries you through, that can never die, no matter how many before one will love. The river of love will never dry up, only transform.
You can claim that you do not want to love but the river goes on forever until another love is found. A love so strong that a heart continues to beat on and on. The river of love will pass through every soul until a love so powerful is found that it stands on it's own.
The river of love will travel throughout life and life times to come. The river will touch many shores and water many seeds so they grow as solid as the very next tree.
The river of love will nurture your heart, heal your pain, make you strong. The river of love will change your course in life, making you grow. You can never drain out this river for the river of love will always flow through out life and years to come. The river of love never ends, it only flows into one.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara we are all one.

June 2004

Dear Ones: Here is a special poem I wrote for my father almost two three years ago. My dad enjoyed this gift and framed it, kept it close to him. When his time of ascension came I read it to our family and friends. I am sure your family and friends will find this a touching truth for all Fathers.

Happy Father's Day

What is a Father

By Ruth Anstaria Stephansen

June 17, 2001

What is a father

He is the man who protects his wife and children from harm. He's the man that extends so much and espects so little in return, except love. He is the man at the barbeque cooking up a good meal for his family and friends to enjoy and love.

What is a father

He is the man that comes to the rescue when the chips are down. He is the man that offers what he can and gives what he can from love. He is charismatic, and strong willed when it comes to protecting his young. He is the hero in his daughter's eyes- the one to look up to with love.

What is a father

He is the man that works on making a better life for his family as time goes on. He is the one that sees to it that his family is safe and supported with love.

What is a father

He is the man willing to take time out to teach and play with his son. He is willing to show him the ropes and help his boy to grow into manhood so he too will be a strong asset to his own family someday.

A father is a special gift in every way. That is why you are created equal through the eyes of God.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara we are One

May 2004

Dear Ones: Here is a special gift past on from Spirit. I wrote this a while back for Mother's Day and this is the best way I can express my love for all the Mother's out there, read and enjoy.

Happy Mother's Day

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara

A Mother's Special Gift

By Anstaria Starling

May 18, 2002

A Mother's special gifts can be anything out of love. A Mother's special gifts are words of encouragement to inspire her young. A Mother's special gifts is advice that can uplifts her young.
A Mother's special gifts is support in everything her children do and cheer them on.
A Mother's special gift is the tenderness and love that she shares.
A Mother's special gift is nurturing from the start. Her gentle touches and support to help her babies grow and be strong. A mother is strong when her children feel weak. Her words of encouragement to keep her family upbeat.
A Mother's special gift is friendship as well as parentship and love, but the most important gift of all is hearing her say I love you, no matter what, for you are of my own flesh and blood.
These are the most important words for a child to hear written all above.
So God Bless Mother's everywhere.

April 2004

Dear Ones: My apologies for the delay, I was seeking out a poem for this month something springing. However, this poem is in sinc for the Lesson of this month. Sit back and enjoy the adventure through the Rainbow of Life.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara

The Rainbow of Life

By Anstaria Starling

February 28, 2004

A time of change is coming, our world will transform and new endeavers will appear, and new life will be born. A time of joy a time of love of peace and healing is to come. Everyday issues will occur and now the rainbow of life will start to churn, and you will be the guiding light of love.

Unlock your fears and face them, release them to the sky, let God take command of your Rainbow of life. Find your key, unlock the door, allow your rainbow to sore. Be open to every color you see, move through and know your life is worth keeping.

Move through the red find your passion and your love.
Move through the orange, find your fire, your flame of power, your creative art.
Move through the yellow, live and believe in your intellect.
Move through the green and know God's healing hands.
Move through the blue and find your truth.
Move through the indigo and find your center, your balance.
Move through the violet and transform.

These are the steps of the rainbow of life. The pot of gold your reward, your completion in life.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Ariel Kumara

January 2004

Dear Ones: My apologies for the delay as last year progressed and the holidays came much occured. I have returned to you now with a message from a couple of years ago this comes to you now as a New Beginning Gift from Mother/Father God. May you now embark on your journey with this incredible message.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL Kumara

Adventurers of Light

By Anstaria Starling

September 13, 2000

For many years we have been on a journey, a journey that never ends. Through life we toil like young children trying to find where we fit in. Then one night we dream of a wonderful place, a place we have never been.

We search within our soul to find the road that will lead us to the beginning of our adventure and we follow with no doubt. We believe within our life that there will always be a new adventure that will lead us to the light.

We shine like stars. We hurt like the human's do. We feel their longing for a chance to experience a different way to live. Just remember within us all as we grow our adventures never end.

We live our lives protected. Then we are sent into the world to find a way to return to love we once shared three fold. Along the way we meet other souls searching, sharing, and teaching the knowledge they know. We teach our words of wisdom as we begin helping other souls.

We search and search everytime discovering new things, new adventures, new opportunities, new experiences and more. We use our talents along the path. We learn and grow with every new door and new encounter we have.

We need to remember who we are for God sent us for a purpose and we make our mark continuing on for that is the way of the Adventurers of Light as we continue to move ahead through life.

Go forth now Dear Ones with faith for now your journey begins.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL Kumara, we are One.

November 2003

Dear Ones: As we embark on a new journey in life may you know what you have harvest has come about created from love and healing, this is a gift from the heart of Mother Earth.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL Kumara

The Harvest of Life

By Anstaria Starling

November 7, 2003

As years go on you wonder why or when or how? Did my harvest thrive? The seeds I've sown years before have come to fruit and beyond. They grew through out day and night with every morning and every night, I take the time for my harvest in life.

Every story I ever told, every road I ever took. Every teacher I met that taught me all about the paths of life. The experiences I moved through with extra help is but a part of the harvest of life. Every situation I come across always has a lesson to learn. Every person that touches my heart with their words of wisdom and hope all planting seeds within my soul, waiting for the time to grow. All the tears I cried over the years merely the rain to water the seeds I planted years ago before I came to live upon the earth.

Every spot of darkness I found merely a way to detour me from my path but yet lessons within those roads of fear giving me time to learn and explore a time of incubation a time to rest and expand my horizons and reflect.

The love from my heart and others, the sunlight to help the seeds I planted thrive. The love of God the blessings, trusting, having faith, all the harvest of life.

The challenges I meet only fertalizer for the plants the seeds helping them bloom into the beauty of life, all a part of my path.

The fruits that come about the results of following the road I am meant to walk. This is the outcome of the harvest of life. The life I am meant to live.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling we are One.

October 2003

Dear Ones

Each and everyone of you are special in many different ways, you have all been created individually. Now this gift from Mother/Father God says we are all of one soul and that soul is the soul of the dove.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL welcome home child of God.

The Soul of the Dove

By Anstaria Starling

April 16, 2003

It's pure of spirit, pure of heart, here within lies the soul of the dove.
Traveling through time and space it flies delivering words of joy and hope, and peace within the soul. It's the purest light on earth that always continues to grow to learn, to explore finding a quest that is secure touching each heart one by one, creating a life of hope, leading others forth into the Promise Land, their truth of love.

This is the quest of the soul of the dove. Opening each heart with love filling it with joy, and hope. It is within you it is your choice to decide which road to choose which path to follow this truth is within your heart, it is a gift from high above it's freedom soars through you, like a roaring fire of truth.

It is pure of Spirit pure of heart here within lies the soul of the dove.
It is the purest light on earth that always continues to grow to learn to explore, to bring peace to one another's heart, to touch each soul it encounters freeing it from despair for each of you are a part of an even Greater World, Greater Universe, and Greater Plan that goes beyond the stars, with every encounter you touch a heart bringing purity back balancing the World around you for this is the quest of the soul of the dove.

In love and light, I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL we are One.

September 2003

Dear Ones

This poem is a special poem about celebrating the Peace within you one and all. It is about a certain kind of peace that will bring our world back to the peace we all know within.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL we are One.

Allow the Peace to settle within you.

A Certain Kind of Peace

By Anstaria Starling

A silent breeze fills the air with love. A certain twinkle from distant stars above appearing upon the horizon. A certain feeling fills my heart with the flutter of the dove. The songs of birds so hevenly fill my heart with joy an everlasting love, with every note they sing a certain kind of peace touches my very heart, with every gentle breeze blowing through my hair I feel a certain kind of peace just resting there.

The certain twinkle I see within the stars. I feel a certain kind of peace over me protecting me from harm. It is like a gentle burst of fresh air moving through my lungs. I feel at peace, I feel my freedom growing within my Being, I feel peacefully strong.

With every scent a wild flower gives I feel safe deep within the storm. With every sense of calmness I know the peace deep within. I feel it's ready to be released and transform this world into the completion of Peace, a peace that you and I would only know, deep within the soul.

In love and light I am Astaria Starling Amara EL, we are all One with the Peace of the soul.

August 2003

Dear Ones

Here is yet another poem that touches my very heart, it is about another sacred space that I had the oportunity to experience as an observer from another plane of consciousness.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL we are One.

Allow yourself to feel and see the vision

Montazuma Well

By Anstaria Starling

January 16, 2003

A journey up a rocky mountain path to a special kind of serenity, a place of old. A journey into another time.

Craig and I take the stairway up and see the view before us now that takes my breath away. Shrub like desert, birds in every bush, an occasional jack rabbit or cottontail, a couple of lizards basking in the sun watching the world go by.
I feel at peace as Craig and I are walking along this special path. In moments we make it to the top, before us now Montazuma Well, a cone shape well that goes way below ground, looking upon it's beauty I see the sunlight reflecting off the water radiating a silver glimmer from the well, I feel a deep serenity within my soul.
Looking upon the surrounding limestone we see cliff dwellings of old within the walls of the well, we journey on discovering another path leading down to the well, as we follow it a small drop in temperature to a little more cooler spot. Once again I hear voices and see children playing. Adults working the land, people moving about the area, people making pottery, weaving baskets, making clothing, men irrigating caring for crops and vegetation near this sacred space.
I see religeous activity going on in a certain dwelling spot. Once again I've moved through time and space, I am but an observer here watching life.

We move along the path discovering more cliff dwellings and people moving through out these high rise homes. We make our way to the otherside and down another path, I see fields being irrigated by this well. I see people bathing in the creek, farmers farming their crops, women collecting the eatible plants around the area with their children at their side.
No one can see me as I am standing there observing their life. The life of the Native people is happening before my very own eyes. I see them grow and move on once the time is right.

This well is a Sacred Space, even though they're physically gone, their spirits remain so they can preserve this special place.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL, we are One.

July 2003

Dear Ones

Here is a poem about a special creature that touched my heart with it's beauty, wisdom and spirit. This child of the air and spirit is my special totem, enjoy as it spreads it's wisdom upon you.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL and hence welcome The Eagle, we are one.

The Eagle

By Anstaria Starling

January 16, 2003

A strange sound my husband hears, a gentle wind that fills the air. A tap on my shoulder I turn around looking up Craig points out.
A body of black like the midnight sky, pure white wings flapping way above, revealing a head as white as snow. Looking up we see the Bald Eagle, the guardian of this sacred place as he glides and kites along followed by young ones, they dive behind the rocky ridge and up again they rise as high as the clouds in the sky.
I believe the spirit of my father Soaring Eagle sent me the gift to let me know, he is watching over us both, through this special Eagle he sent his love.
As I am watching the Eagle soar sending through me a love so strong and pure.
I could feel myself becoming one with it and together the Eagle and I soared. Through the heavens and over the ridge, across the lake and into the mountains we soared as one. My soul yearned for the feeling, then with the Eagle I returned and there I stood with Craig once more.

In love and light I am Anstaria Amara EL

June 2003

Dear Ones

Happy June and Happy Father's Day to the fathers out there and to the counter parts and children treat the one you love like they are something special for it's their special day a day for them to remember.

In love and light I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL we are One.

Here's a special poem that came in from Unity of the Southwest in Mesa. A gift from Rev. Julianne, the author is unknown but this poem is something special as all sacred gifts are, please sit back and enjoy.

With all my love and Blessings I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL we are one always and forever.

Beginning Today

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so.
Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.
Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.
Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.
Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to reveal in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.
Beginning today I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time. Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.
Beginning today I walk with renewed faith in human kindness. Regardless of what has gone before, I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.
Beginning today I will open my mind and heart. I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people. I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else: perfection does not exist in an imperfect world. But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.
Beginning today I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy...admire the beautiful wonders of nature, listen to my favorite music, pet a kitten or a puppy, soak in a bubble bath...pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.
Beginning today I will learn something new; I will try something different; I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer. I will become the best me I can possibly be.
today, And every day.

By an Unknown Author

I felt this message had to be sent, I hope it helps you Dear Ones as it has helped me.

Once again many Blessings,

Love Anstaria Starling Amara EL

May 2003

Dear Ones

Our computer was in the Hospital for a while but now we are up and running again and here is the poem for the month of May 2003. I wrote it 01/09/2003 originally for myself to remind me to believe in me, perhaps this poem will help you believe in you.

Now please sit back and begin to believe in yourself.

In love and light, I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL, we are One.

Believe

By Anstaria Starling

January 9, 2003

Believe you are special, you are a precious gift from God.
Believe you are strong and have courage and nothing can go wrong.
Believe you are more then what you think for you are.
Believe you are compassionate and loving because you are.
Believe that your words are truth because you speak with the voice of God.
Believe that there is another world out there for it is the world that you believe is true.
Believe you create your own reality because you do.
Believe in the unknown and fear it not for you can learn from it and grow.
Believe that everyone you meet is destined because it is so.
Believe that you are one because you are one with the universal source of unconditional love.
Believe in yourself and what does come, because with every experience you learn so much.
But most of all Dear One Believe in you because you are a true creation of God.

Love and Blessings

I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL

January 2003

Dear Ones

I had no idea how far behind I fell, I must apologize. My latest inspiration I gave as a gift to Rev. Judy Thomas for her Ordination into Unity.

It is called The Mystical Light, please sit back and enjoy.

I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL

The Mystical Light

By Anstaria Starling

January 3, 2003

It begins within the heart. A ray that beams forth guiding your way through life. A light that you can only see, leading you in the direction that is mean to be.

It mingles with others that will light and show you the way. It is not only a spiritual journey but also a physical one. A journey that will always guide your way.

It is also an emotional one that reaches deep inside you and helps you to experience what you must. It is a journey of the mind that teaches you right from wrong.

The mystical light has many names and many origins, but there is onl one person that follows your mystical light and it is you Dear One, it is your very own loving mystical light.

God Bless you Dear One with eternal love.

I am Anstaria Starling Amara EL

February 2002

Hello Dear Ones, this was inspired by the medor showers.

Star born Stars

By Ruth Anstaria Stephansen

November 18, 2001

A journey up to Superstition Mountains for a party of dancing lights. Peace and wisdom fill my soul as I gaze up at the star born stars in the night.

Looking like a comet as they race and soar across the sky leaving a tale of star light that is now opening up the eyes.

Looking up as peace and love fill my heart with joy as I rest there looking up at the ocean of stars in the sky. A zip from the mountain top as they dance about the open sky as peace settles within my heart. I shine my spirit and send out my love.

They dive behind the mountains playing a game of hide-n-seek as the star born stars continue to dance and surf about the sky. The clouds creating a blanket in certain misty patches of the sky creating an almost alien like landscape set back in time.

Patches of clear starry lit skies creating a home for the stars to dance and play in the silence of this mysterious night. They start tapering off and then a burst of stardust makes the heavens come alive, in different areas of the alien skies.

Like new born babies taking their first flight through the sky as others support them letting them know it's all right to shine, now creating a sarene peace through out this land of light.

January 2002

Hello Dear Ones, this is the one dedicated to all of you. It is written to honor all of the heros that went before us on September 11, 2001.

In These Times

By Ruth Anstaria Stephansen

October 7, 2001

In these times look to the stars for comfort. Reach up to the heavens and let the angels lift you up. Allow them to place their gentle hands upon your heart. Allow them to dry away your tears. Trust in them and know that they will hold your heart.

In these times look to family and friends for support, comfort, and love. Be strong and hold your head high Dear Ones and know that the ones you lost are now in safe and gentle hands of Mother/Father/God. Know our hearts and souls go out to you Dear Ones. Be thankful for the beauty you may not see because of the mist in your eyes from tears.

In these times look to the beauty of the mountains towering over the horizon you can see Look to the sky and remember the sun will always set and rise. Look to the rainbows after a cleansing rainfall. Look to the animals and listen to the oceans. Note the moon at it's fullest as it shines upon the open seas as you are sitting there and listening to mother sea. Stay still and listen to the silence of the earth as her heart begins to beat. Note the beauty of the snow as it sparkles in the moonlight like a blanket of ice crystals through the night. Listen to the wind as it blows through the trees. Listen to the songs the birds still sing. Listen to the voices of the dolphins and whales as they sing of hope. Listen to every frog and cricket as they sing of peace that is so sarene. Know that God is there with you. They'll never leave your side.

In these times note the beauty of the flowers and trees as they began to bloom baring the fruit of life. Note the beauty and grace of the birds as they fly. Note the beauty of the butterflies as their wings glow with bright colors that light up the ever so blue skies. Note the fish in the sea as they swim up and down the shores of life. Breathe in the wildflowers, the roses, and many other flowers as they beautifully bloom and speak to you. Set yourself free and see the beauty within that complements you. You will create a Master Piece you neve knew and most of all remember. God is always there with you they'll never leave your side.

August 2000

Hello Dear Ones it is I Anstaria with an update.

I know it's been a while but I had nothing new to add until now. I wrote this poem for a friend who just got Ordained as a Minister. Congradulations to Rev. Diane.

The Golden Dove

By Anstaria 08/2000

As I sit in the meadow across the way, my mind begins to wonder is there a better place then this? If so where could it be?
I close my eyes and begin to focus and go within and see. I hear the sound of a babbling brook. I feel sunshine upon my face and from the corner of my eye I see a glowing streak fly by. Then it turns around to do another round, then in front of me I hear a baby cooing. A voice so sweet to me and musical to my ears a celestial voice of love.
I open my eyes in full and see before me a Golden Dove wings at full spread sparkling with golden star light just perched on a branch in the willow tree that has been shading me. Our eyes connect looking deep into one another's souls and in it's blue eyes I see a reflection of angels all around me and near me close by.
I hear them singing to me, filling my heart with an even Greater Love I didn't know existed within this realm. It's like being in heaven surrounded by God's everlasting love. The kind of love that goes on forever like the horizon before us it never leaves. It is a deeper love of God. Yes there is a better place and it is here within our hearts.

May 2000

Hello Dear Ones. I know it has been a while since I've updated this page and I'm sorry. I didn't have anything to share until my friend Raphiell sent over this one from his heart. It's short and sweet & too the point of truth and love. Enjoy the message behind the words.

In Love and Light I am Anstaria Amara EL

Happiness Runs

By Donovan

Happiness runs in a circular motion.

Life is like a little boat upon the sea.

Everybody is a part of everything anyway.

You can have everything if you let your Self Be.

Thank You Raphielle for your beautiful gift.

God Bless you, one and all with love.

12/99

Hello Dear Ones. It is good to be back before The Holidays. In my absence I have composed a new poem. It is our gift to you all. Please enjoy the message behind the words.

In Love, Peace, and Light. I Am Anstaria Amara EL.

Seasons Greetings One and All

The Holiday Message

By Anstaria 99

I send forth this Dove, to bring forth unto you, good tidings and good cheer. A message from the heart of love, peace, and light as Angels sing on high this year and every year to come. As the magical miracles of the Holidays, does come forth for you this year.

With the love of God and the memory of Jesus and the Spirit of the Holidays sits within your hearts, to bring forth the Holiday music of love, peace, and light this year and forever more. While guiding angels speak in your ear but a whisper, the meaning of the Holidays to you this year. So listen with an open heart and let the love of the Holidays fill the soul with unconditional Love.

Poems for the Month of

11/99

11/14/99

This poem is special message to one and all from the Great Spirit, Perhaps it will awaken many of you and help you release what needs to be released to move ahead.

The Flower in the Sea

By Anstaria Amara EL 11/99

Sitting on my rocky sienna perch overlooking the cystal blue sea. I see a bright red spot looking back at me. Desiring to know what it is, I leave my perch and fly to the sea. When I get close enough I look and see a red rose looking back at me.

I watch it dance and sway as the gentle currents gently rock it side to side like a cradle in the sea. Hovering now, wondering what it would be like being that flower in the sea. As I imagine it I feel myself swaying rocking gently like a baby in a cradle as I allow my soul to soar, I feel a tender current relaxing me, no fear I see as I let myself go with the sea.

As I realize now where I Am reality does set in. I feel an upswift in the wind. My calmness falls away. My fear abounds, I must overcome the fear within my soul and let it go away with the wind.

I take three deep breaths as I begin feeling sarenity sweep across my soul. Once again I am relaxing as the currents once again help me sway oh so gently. I am like a baby in the cradle once again.

I feel we are all like the flower in the sea. When we don't fear the currents of life we relax and move with the energy swaying like the flower in the sea. When we fear the unknown our worlds can collide.

"So my message to you is to stay in the calmness and the stillness of the sea. When an upsurge in your world abounds, fear it not, work with it never resist. Remain within the calmness of the currents and you too will become the flower in the sea."

In love and light, may the God Spirit within you, guide you to your destiny. In One Heart and Soul, I Am Anstaria Amara EL and we thank you from the Greater Heart within.

The Poems for the month of

October 1999

10/18/99

This poem has no title as of yet. It is an insperational poem written as a motivator, for those of you, who may lack hope in your dreams. Enjoy Dear Ones. This is my gift to you all.

I Am Anstaria Amara EL. Just remember hope comes from within your own Being.

When darkness falls, up rises the sun as does life. When darkness falls, up rises the sun as does life.

When the stars shine, remember the love deep within your heart. When the stars shine, remember the love deep within your heart.

When hope fades into the darkness. Look for faith in the light. When hope fades into the darkness. Look for faith in the light.

May the love of the Universe, stay with you in your heart forever more. May the love of the Universe, stay with you in your heart forever more.

In love and light. I Am Anstaria Amara EL. May you forever more, hold within yourself the Spirit of Hope and Faith.

10/99

I dedicate this poem as a gift to my brother and sister back in Long Island, NY. They're celebrating their Engagement on Sunday October 3rd 99. Craig, myself and Misty are with you in Spirit.

Congrads you two, the best of luck in your future.

May

By Anstaria Amara EL October 99

May the winds of the angels now guide you through life. May the joys of the rainbow uplift your hearts of gold and nurtur your spirits together as one. May your choices be full of togetherness and love.

May your souls soar to the heavens high above. May your life together become special and new reaching hights way above. May the magic of your endless love, last an eternity together, here and forever more.

May the light of love surround you both in everything you say and do together reaching a compromise within your hearts together as one. For now you have made a commitment to be together and work as whole. Never to be seperate again forever more, for now you are together. May the Blessings of the Angels shine upon you now like the sun and moon. May they look upon you with love.

In Love and Light. I Am Anstaria Amara EL. May the wings of an angel be with you now forever more. As will we all.

The Poems for the Month of

September 1999

09/99 to 10/99

I wanted to share this one with you, for it speaks from the very heart of all things. It describes a place we can all dream of, which is within our own Beings.

Welcome to Shamballah

By Anstaria Amara EL

Welcome to the gates of Shamballah. The home of Love and God. The home of dreams of hope and love. Which in lives the power of love and spirit. The Spirit within your soul. A magical place is Shamballah. A home within ourselves. All are welcome to stay and learn the secrets of the soul, learning the way of One heart and soul.

Welcome to Shamballah. It is a place that is like a dream come true. A place within your heart and soul. It is a place where children come and play where you both can learn the way of love, peace, and light and so much more that rests behind these doors of ivory gold. Just follow the golden path up to the doors.

So welcome to Shamballah, for this is a place where you can grow and learn to love yourself and others as well, for this is the place where you and I can go.

It is a vision of light, and beauty. Crystals everywhere you go. Friendly Beings, friendly people everywhere you go. A place so good to be true, but also know this place known as Shamballah is inside of you.

So welcome to Shamballah, where you can learn, heal and grow.

Just welcome to Shamballah for we are all here with you.

In love and light this is my gift to you. I Am Anstaria Amara EL for I Am always with you.

09/99

I wrote this one for my husband on his Birthday and we wanted to share it with you, from the bottom of our hearts.

You are the Sun. I Am the Moon.

By Anstaria Amara EL 99

You are the sun. I Am the Moon. When you shine your light upon me. I feel warm inside. When you go down and I arise. I think about you always when I'm up in the sky.

I think about your beauty and your love. I think about how lucky I must be to have the sun within my heart. Everytime I look at you, I see love. I think about how I would enjoy spending the rest of my life with you forever more.

Everytime I look at you. I Am reminded that God knew what she/he was doing when they created you. Within the eyes of Love.

Now go in Peace and spread the Love of all things. I Am Anstaria Amara EL and I send my blessings forth and So It Is.

The Poems for the Month of

August 1999

08/21/99

This poem speaks about a journey of two souls that come to completion.

In Full Circle

By Anstaria Amara EL 08/99

A dream a confusing dream indeed. As faces upon faces and visions upon visions now pass me by. Rekindling my memory of yet another time. Another place I once knew many years ago. As things I do remind me of these visions that I see within my eyes of faith.

It is almost like walking through a dream in which you live and move ahead and the search begins once again, like a repeating dream or vision, but yet it's different now, because we have learned and grown and moved ahead coming around in full circle once again.

The faces different the souls the same. The eyes of a Being speak to thee through the heart. They speak the words of love and purity of healings long before the first commitment made and followed to the very place within the heart.

The eyes are the windows of the soul and through these estounding eyes we meet again and grow, remembering now what our destiny holds. Reaching the point of completion as we come in full circle once again, to the beginning of the Dawn of time again.

The Ending which is never truly an end. It will always be change and transformation. It will never be the end but a new beginning for we all come around in full circle once again. To learn to play, to be free of all things like the wind blowing through your hair as it empowers the Spirit within. To be free of all things holding us back. The excelleration of the chi within, the fire of the soul, the cooling of water, the flight in the air, the power of balance from the earth and the soring of spirit all power flows, which makes it fun to reach full circle once again and rediscover the Love within.

In Love and Light. I Am Anstaria Amara EL and I Am Saint Germain, and here is where your journey now begins. We are with you always.

08/01/99

This poem is a gift from Melkezadeck to help you get started with healing the Inner Being that we truly are. Thank you for sharing the Aqua Healing Ray of your love.

The Healing Harp

By Anstaria Amaera EL 08/99

A cascading aqua light from high above that touches my heart with love. A dream of dolphins swimming in the ocean blue filled with love. The dolphin's breath upon my face like a blanket of a healing touch as I rest upon the shore, the warm sun upon my face, I can feel the dolphin's breath upon my heart filling me with love.

Above me an aqua light coming forth from the sun, I see a figure draped in aqua flowing robes carrying a golden harp. He settles down by my side and begins to play his healing harp as I close my eyes I hear the harp and feel his gentle touch upon my heart, upon my pain stricken parts. I feel his warmth as it runs into my soul and across my physical form, I relax deep into his healing love from The Source Above.

After moments of his healing touch, I feel as if an enormous burdan has been lifted from my soul and human form and transformed into a deeper healing love saved from the storm. In opening my eyes I see the figure floating up to the sky with his aqua robes trailing behind like a waterfall cascading from the sky and still I can hear the healing harp in the distance as it now rest within my heart.

Listening to the music I hear his voice say unto me this "My Child, rest now and let the harp finish it's work so you can move ahead into an even more deeper love of life and of the God Source within your heart. I will be there for you always no matter what" such healing words he spoke that filled my heart with love.

I let his words move through me as I smiled with the joy in my heart,as the harp continued to play and sing it's healing song of love, which will stay with me forever more in the name of The Holy Spirit's Love.

In Love and Light I Am with you always. I Am Melkezadeck the Healer within.

Poems for the month of 07/99

07/18/99

This poem is about a magikal place of love and hope.

Lundineer Gully

By Anstaria Amara EL 99

Cascading Curtain like waterfalls, cascading from the red rocks of dream and mystery. A true child's story that is like a dream. A place of full cascading curtain like waterfalls. That are cascading into a roaring brook of Hope flowing through out the area spreading love.

Fairies' trails of rainbow fairy dust that sprinkles caoting the grounds with a mystical kind of glittering love. Water droplets falling from the leaves of the trees into the shimmering silvery brook.

While dancing in the trees, bolts of rainbow lights with wings, flying from tree to tree, from bush to bush then to the brook, to the red rock mountain tops to the flowers of the land. Open your eyes and what do you see, a Fairy Paradise in Lundineer Gully. A place where dreams come true and are ment to be.

A place of adventure, knowledge and learning, discovering the world they see of fairies and sacred mystical creatures. The Home of The Lund. The Guardian of Lundineer Gully. Undescribible to the tee, a creature and a World of wonderous beauty. It is the manifestation guide to dreams. In Lundineer Gully, come and join me and see what is ment to be. A place within known as Lundineer Gully.

In Love, Peace, and Light. I Am Anstaria Amara EL.

07/12/99

This poem is about a journey of a young girl to find herself and her Destiny.

The Journey

By Anstaria Amara EL 99

Through dreams and visions. As a child I became aware of my Destiny, not knowing from the beginning where I would wind up. Only inner knowing of The Journey, I would soon embark upon. In search of who I Am to become.

In growing up, I learned from my family about an unknown vortex of energy. Another world my mom would say. A world of wonder with no worry, from a quiet place within is where it will all begin. A place that will open doors for you in Awareness and love. A place you only know. A place within your heart. A place of Teachers that will come to you, my child, when you're ready for their Love. It will be the beginning of an Awareness called The Journey.

Just open your eyes and open your heart Dear One and all will come. Even Love, a Love beyond all things, all boundaries. A Powerful flame of Love, a Spiritual Love like the Love of an Angel which feels extreme, going beyond the beyond. It will all be a part of your Journey.

You will learn and become aware of many things. When you follow that Inner Star, that Inner Light that leads you on your Journey my child. Be aware that this will be The Journey of Truth, for you so follow it with that deep Inner Love sent from High Above. Knowing now your Journey has begun, from the moment you were born. The Journey began with Love.

In Love and Light, I Am Anstaria Amara EL

07/04/99

A Poam with good advice to those in need of hope

The Tunnel and the Light

By Anstaria Amara EL 99

When Darkness falls. There is always a light in the tunnel leading you away from harm. Know within your heart my child, that The Great Spirit will never stear you wrong. As a child of The Source, a son or daughter of God. For all of you we made sure we kept you out of harm.

When darkness fell wasn't there a light that drew you free and lead you streight to safety? All though many of you had it rough, you learned from what had come and now by the power of Love you know there is always a light that will lead you from the storm.

In Love and Light I Am Anstaria Amara EL

07/01/99

This is a poam about a girl that appeared only once in my life, like sunshine out of a cloud of darkness. Then shining brightly forever more remains her light in my heart.

Her Name is Julia

By Ruth Stephansen 98

A busy day at work today. Feeling stressed and somewhat depressed, as I stand by the door watching people come and go through out the store and in my own world, I feel alone streighting up the clothes.

I feel the presence of an innocent light, a presence of a little girl. I see a shimmering pink light comeing towards me through the gray clouds that surrounded my soul that day. As I see a woman pushing a stroller, there she sits like a Queen, even though she is only five, to me she is still a Queen and she is brought to my side. She begins to speak gentle words to me uplifting my spirits high. As I listen to her gentle words, a question befalls me bewildering me in my mind. Why is her throne a stroller? Isn't she too old for that, now at five? Why would this be?

As she rises from her throne of pink light with a twist of white vibrant light. As I look into her deep brown eyes that reflect my image to her. I can see and feel her pain and anguish within, but it doesn't stop her from laughing and smiling. Such a sweety she is as I look upon her with a nurturing love.

I now see why her throne is a stroller she rides in. Now watching her move around the sofa, now knowing the Queen can't walk as well as she knows she could. I feel sad, but still it doesn't stop her from being happy, full of joy. I look again in her deep brown eyes opend big and wide. I now see the courage as well as the strength behind her eyes. The motivation that keeps her going is love. The unconditional kind that is sent by God. Her situation doesn't phase her soul. She is strong, stronger then most and oh so very wise.

We talk, and play as we hide behind some clothes. She then tells me her name. Her name is Julia her love is strong as is her faith in God. She speaks out of love. Hate doesn't exist in her world, only love. She will fight until the end of time. To me she is special, no matter what, for she touched my soul making me smile today with her faith touching my soul filling my Being with hope once more.

Her name is Julia, a gift from The Greater Source above, for her love will change people's lives forever as she did mine that day. She'll change lives no matter what. For she is strong, stronger then before. She has a heart of gold, and soul full of joy and love.

As she took my hand, I could have sworn she felt my pain for her. I could almost hear her say. "Oh no, don't you cry for me. I will not have that today. I'm strong, I will survive, for now I am in a better place, and soon. I will feel no pain. Oh no don't you cry for me. I will not have that today. I'm fine and I will be forever more and a day."

No fear in her vibrant eyes. Just love and peace, for she is already connected to The Source high above. No more fear, I only see joy and love, now and forever more. Her name is Julia and her light remains within my heart.

originally written in
02/01/1998

POEMS FOR JUNE 1999

06/21/99

Haiku for the Soul


By Anstaria Amara EL

The God-Self within, will empower us all, as we move ahead.
The God-Self within, will empower us all, as we move ahead.

06/21/99

The touch of the warm sun, upon your gentle face.
The touch of the warm sun, upon your gentle face.

06/21/99

As Dove flies to it's destiny. So do we.
As the Dove flies to it's destiny. So do we.

06/21/99

As the golden hot summer sun beats upon the earth. The gentle waters cool it.
As the golden hot summer sun beats upon the earth. The gentle waters cool it.

06/20/99

The Fathers we Know

By Anstaria Amara EL 99

He is the man that was there when things grew tough.
He is the man that was there for you when you fell into a sump and rescued you from the fall.
He is the man who knew how to make a barbeque a walk through the park.
He is the man that rejoyced for you when you made it big and needed time to get away from the popularity that surrounded you and he covered to protect you.
He is the man that pushed you when he realized what you could become if you only put the effort into doing so. He stood by and cheered you on.
He is the man that put up a front with the tender heart.
He is the man that was very overprotective of you even as you were growing up.
He is the man that gave you money when you asked when he had just enough to give.
He is the man that became proud of you, when you proved to him you could do anything and supported you to the end.
He is the man that will welcome you back into his arms if things happen to get tough.
He is the man that will love you to the end as would a husband, a brother, an uncle, a cousin would do all the above.
These are the fathers we all know and love.
Happy Fathers' Day to one and all.

06/13/99

This is a message from Isanariel. A messenger from God. Thank you for the inspiring words of Truth.

I Am

I Am the Seeker that searches for the Truth.
I Am The Warrior that protects for Love.
I Am the Lover that searches for adventure.
I Am the Philosopher that brings about the adventure.
I Am the Adventures that seeks the journey.
I Am the Explorer that searches for Hope.
I Am the Nurturer that gives forth my strength in Love.
I Am the Miracle Worker that manifests the Truth with Faith out of Love.
I Am the Healer that Heals the soul from a deeper Love.
I Am the Nature Carer that gives the world a chance to change and be reborn once more.
I Am the Peacemaker that works through Peace and Love.
I Am the Artist that works through Truth.
I Am The Wisdom past on through you.
I Am the Alchemist sent to Transform you and give you the chance to reach The Greater Love.
I Am the Greater Love that awaits your journey home to The Source of the Ultimate Love from above.
I Am all of the above and more. Remember, we are all One.

06/06/99

This poem is from my sister Sareena back home in NY. I thank you for it's grace and beauty.

HAND OF NINE

BY SAREENA S. 97

There was once seven, eight, nine- the hands touching each other in growing awareness,
And these hands like a spun web of flesh formed twirling in harmony.
Linked with undeniable power, wrought with distinct difficulty.
As the last hand joined, it was complete. Perfect- as the earth. The vein of sense reached just beyond comprehension.
And reality eroded away, completetely leaving nine human sized White Doves in its absence.

06/01/99

The Angel Within

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL 99

A Vibrant Light that surrounds you with Love. The voice of a child that tells you all is fine. The voice that directs you which never misleads you at all. The voice that saves you before your life is gone.

This is the voice of the Angel Within. The Spirit you Truly Are. The Being of Light you will become, that saved you all those times, when you felt like the world was getting you down. That Bright Light that enters you filling you with Love, is a Light many call God is you The Angel Within. The Power of Love is yours, so become aware of it and wear it well, for soon that power alone will open new doors. Listen to that Angelic voice, embrace the Light of Love.

Embrace the Angel Within, allow it to fulfill you more and more, becoming you a part of you, for it will make you strong. Embrace again the Angel Within, become One.

POAMS FOR MAY 1999

The Flight of The Soul

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL 97

Misty dreams in the night. Comfortable lullabies that cast away the darkness of the night. Showing me a cascading violet white light. Like a crystal waterfall washing and cleansing the soul.

As I look about I see bright indigo skies, with a touch of china blue, powdery pink clouds that stand still like cotton candy in the Great Blue Sky.

Golden stardust falls from the skies creating a golden pond beneath my feet, as my white wispy wings extend a mile wide from side to side. As a gentle breeze wisks through the sky uplifting me high as my white robes flutter with every ripple upon the wind. As the robes flow like a crystal lake in the air.

Thus marking the beginning of my flight of the soul, to soar the heavens high, touching everybodies soul that passes me by, only noticing me for a few moments in time. As I smile at them, they return the smile of hope.

I began moving through every crevasse, every road, making sure I touch every soul, as I fly down the path, across the hills, over the mountains, across the tundras and plains. Through rivers, oceans, brooks, and more. Through forests, and meadows beyond all world boundaries and beyond. Through poetry, music, dance, dreams and journeys we speak to you about the unknown Universe and worlds. "How long is the flight of the soul?" "The flight of the soul is a journey that never ends."

This poam was originally written in


09/09/97


05/09/99

The One

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL

We are a part of God and God is a part of us.
We are a part of God and God is a part of us.


We Are The Love

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL

We are the Love of all things, for we will carry it on.
We are The Love of all things, for we will carry it on.


The Dove

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL

The Dove delivers messages from the Heart.
The Dove delivers message from the Heart.


Messages of Love

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL

Within us we carry the messages of love.
Within us we carry the messages of love.

Mothers

BY ANSTARIA AMARA EL 99

For the Woman who taught me to fly, to move ahead, to be strong and soar like the Eagle, to be soft like the Dove. A woman of great ambition, high expectations even though I would occasionally fall. She'd help me out when I was down. The woman who had patience until the End. The one who taught me how to be stfong by love. The women that I am talking about are Mothers, Aunts, Grandmothers, Cousins, Sisters, and Friends. It is true we had our moments and we learned to grow together. We learn from Love. I say Thank You now for being there for me all the time, even during the storms. You deserve all the Love and Respect, the wonderful Woman that you are. I love you with all my Heart.
Happy Mother's Day!

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