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Confusion abounds in these troubled times. Now and then we all need a little guidance. If you would seek Angelic Guidance, simply Ask Anstaria your question as completely as possible and she will divine your answer using Angel Blessings, 11:11 Alignment Cards, and The Angel Oracle to inspire her gift.

Some questions, because of their intriguing issues or universal quality. may be posted below ( anonymously, of course ) from time to time. Please let Anstaria know if you want it to be a private session or if we can post your question and answer on our page, thank you. Keep coming back to check for updates.

Anstaria is also available to do Angelic Handfastings, Handpartings, Weddings, Christenings, Funerals,Lectures and Workshops.

Our Question of the Week!


07/12/04

Dear Anstaria

God blessed me with a job about 9 years ago which caused me to spiritually grow in some pretty amazing ways. It was rough, but I hung in there. About 3 1/2 years ago the old boss left and I got a new boss. She was horrible towards me. I can't even began to explain the incredible amount of focused evil she released towards me. I went to the Human Resources department for help. Human Resources supported her abuse towards me (Let the Spirit be my witness). She twisted the words I said to make it look like I was making things up. She degraded me, yelled at me infront of my co-workers, she put a lot of untruthful accusations in my employee records that will follow me for the rest of my career, and has put me down penalized me for telling Human Resources and other agencies about the horrible things she did to me. There were no problems until she came to the department. Even to this day she has denied me a cost of living increase since 2001 unto this day. She seems to get away with a lot by blaming others and picks out people not involved for the things she did. I cried for a long time from the pain. I have considered leaving this department to go to another department since her arrival but nothing has come through for me. Deep inside I don't feel it's my time to go, but this situation is a painful dead end and money is tight. I ask often how long will she or I remain in this department? Anstaria. Is there a way in the spiritual realm to change this situation and stop the pain besides running away for my Highest Good? I need Spiritual guidance deeply on this.

Donna

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Dear Donna

My advice to you is this, first of all release all the pain she has caused you and let Lady Karma handle her. She is not worth the beautiful energy you radiate. I would move onto a better place so she does not drain you any further. Whatever work you did there is done and you will be needed else where. Just leave it all to God. You will find a similar job in a much better place then where she is at. You may not realise it yet but she will be leaving and she will be caught, Lady Karma always has a way with dealing with these things. You have a strong Spirit, for you have survived this long with her there but now your calling is else where and it will make itself aware to you in a month.

If you choose to stay always surround yourself with the white light of protection. The one thing you can do is ask spirit to bring forth to her what she karmically deserves. Then when you get the chance to walk up to her and say ("I love you and I bless you and I forgive you and I will pray for you.") and walk away and go about your work and watch what happens next over time. By doing this you will not bring karma upon yourself. Remember to trust and have faith that it will all work out in Divine Order. By using her as a mirror you will see what lesson you had to learn through this. It's always okay to meditate when you have the time and ask questions. Most of all Dear One remember you are a special unique expression of God.

Love and Blessings

Anstaria

07/10/04

Dear Anstaria

How is it possible to connect with loved ones from the other side? I long to go into a trance state to initiate contact, but what are the steps?

Sincerely

SS

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Dear SS

When it comes to channelling and working with the other side, communicating with loved ones long gone. It is important too:
#1) Always surround yourself with the white light of protection.
#2) Meditate as often as possible, start out small. Automatic handwriting for starters.
#3) Do as much research as possible before really getting into Mediumship.
#4) Take a class that covers Mediumship before really getting started.
#5) When you're ready be sure to ask "Are you with the light of God?" If they advoid the question tell them to leave! Using a firm tone in your voice.
#6) Keep away from Owija Boards that item works with lower entities.
#7) When you start off it's always best to have someone you trust available to pull you out from trances until you master that yourself.

Top Most Important Things in Mediumship
Always surround yourself with the white light of protection.
Asking if the spirit is with the light of God.
Research
Meditating often
Never use a Owija Board
Always have another person with you as a net. (when starting off)

In love and light

Anstaria

04/18/04

Dear Anstaria

Financial Prosperity and ability to write the book that my guide christoff would have me write.

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Dear Jane

Financial Advice: First off you need to take a good look on about how much you need to do this. Once you have figured that out look at what's around that may be great money makers. If you're working now now put aside an envelope just for the and take money out of every paycheck be it $5.00 +. Just make sure you have enough to live on, budget your money.

On ability to write: Ask Christoff to help you. Look at what your life has been like. Go within for guidance and meditation while meditating ask for guidance and keep a focus. Use imagination and have faith, keep journals and let it all flow, that's how it works.

Love and Blessings

Anstaria

03/01/04

Dear Anstaria

My question has to do with this: About a year and a half ago, I lost my beautiful soul mate. As such things go, it both was a shock and was not a surprise. The knowledge that I am on my own is no longer such a shock, but I am having difficulty refocusing my life. I feel a lot like I'm just sleepwalking through my life, with no commitment to anything. The good news is, that without a focus, I'm living more in the moment; but I feel that I am losing vitality. I sleep fine; my apitite is fine, and I'm not generally obsessing. I just don't know how to recover my interest and passion in life; and I am becoming aware that without that, I am not fully available to life. What does Anstaria have to say about this state?

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Dear Barbara

Vitality never leaves, it is always with you, even though you feel lost, just know this Dear One you are never lost. Just look within and find that fire you once had because it is there still burning within you. Look and you will see. Meditate and listen for God's Divine Plan for you. You see Dear One there is another out there for you, this one is your Twin Flame your counterpart. A Soulmate is one you can be happy with. Over the years I've discovered there are many soulmates, but only one Twin Flame (Flame mate) and two Twin Souls, and there's your Lotus Family which is a group of people that you feel strongly that they are of your True Spiritual Family and you meet them throughout all your lifetimes until one day you are all united once again. So the vital fire in life never disappears because God will give to you another spark to follow, all you have to do is ask and God will deliver.

Many Blessings

Anstaria

12/03/03

Dear Anstaria

Hello, I am currently doing my own magazine, and I have been told by lots of mediums that I am going to do a spiritual magazine to be sold nation wide, I was wondering if you had any insight to when this will happen and any advice you can give me.

God Bless You

Sam

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Dear Sam

I definitely agree that your magazine will go nationwide but I do see challenges in the road although you will get over the challenges. You may feel at some point a sense of defeat, pay no attention to it because you will make it. I feel that your magazine will reach many hearts. I see it happening between six months to a year. It can happen sooner as long as you let the worries roll off your back. I feel your magazine will reach Soul to Soul.

In love and Light

Anstaria

06/30/03

Dear Anstaria

I have always been interested in spiritualism and now I have become alot more aware of our helpers around us and would like to learn more, I have recently been told that spiritualism is a path that I must take to be more at peace with myself, and I am estatic about this, I would like to ask how I should go about this and what way I can connect to my guides etc. I am also in the process of building my own business up to now that I have become aware of my passion for spiritualism I keep having nagging doubts that building my own business is the wrong route to take, please give me some guidance.

sja

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Dear sja

The way to go about your spiritualism is through meditation and classes. A good starter book in The Celestine Prophacy By James Redfield. If you live in Arizona I'll be starting The Angelic Journey Within classes in August, please let me know. If not look into the New Age Bookshops look into Spiritual Centers as well. Just put the message out there and it will al begin for for you, it's a matter of patience. Plus on our site we have a recomended readings book list, look under Words of Wisdom. As for your own business put it on the backburner and determand if it is your mind or heart creating doubts because the heart does not create doubt that is usually the mind. I think you should go ahead with it because it feels right but go in with open eyes and follow up on details before making a final decision.

In love and light

Anstaria

12/29/02

Dear Anstaria

Will I reunite with a love from my past? His initials are PB, dob is 05/62. Mine are DB dob is 10/03/64. Thanks for your help.

DMB

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Dear DMB

It will happen but it will take a lot of time. PB and you are only seperated because issues need to be worked out. As I told a good friend of mine earlier, good couples seperate for as much time as they need so they can get past what issues need to be worked. So when you come back together again it will last a life time or further. Just be patient and you will see it all work out in the middle of the New Year.In Love and Light

Anstaria

10/16/02

Hi Anstaria

I was going out with a man Maher for 3 months, we were so passionate about each other, he begged me to marry him but the problem was he needed to get married to stay in the country to be a legal citizen, so I always thought it was just for the papers. Even though I loved him with all my heart and soul a part of me resisted I felt he wasn't the One for me. Now he gave everything to me all his heart and soul and I hurt him and he's gone its been three weeks. I can't live without him I'm dead inside and no one will ever measure up to him. I felt such joy with him I just wanted to take a leap of faith and marry him, but a part of me said this is not who you are with him, you have to go another path to grow and be who you want to be. But there is no path and joy without him. They say listen to your heart but which was my heart? How do you know which is your heart when we have so many different feelings? Was I too hard on myself? And would you know by any chance if we'll get back together?

Diana

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Dear Diana

When you were with him what were you feeling at the time? From what you're telling me it seems like he was very close to the one you were meant to spend your life with. I was in a simular situation with a man called Aya and I know he is my Twinflame and I know it deep inside but it wasn't meant to be this lifetime. When the time is right we'll be together again. I learned to move on. Aya and I are friends and I'm married to a wonderful man now.

What I'm trying to say is you need to move on and take that love you feel for that guy and put it into your next relationship and know that one day you and him will come together again. You both need to grow and that's why you went your seperate ways for now.

The way you know is hard to explain, it is like an intense yerning and your love for the person gose on and on and when you see the eyes of that person you just know it's perfect. No doubts no jellously you feel. True Love is just too hard to put into words. Some people see fireworks when they touch and others get feelings like welcome home. It's a different feeling for everyone. So stop blaiming yourself and trust that all will work out in time.

In Love and Light

Anstaria

10/10/02

Hello Anstaria

I have always had a different outlook on life that others, I knew from an early age that all people are special. I have always known things, just a deep feeling that I have been sure of all my life. I thurst for knowledge and want to know how to begin to communicate with my higher self. What would you suggest as a starting point?

With love Colleen

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Dear Colleen

When I first started communicating with my Higher Self it went through Automatic Handwriting. My starting book was Agartha By Meridith Young. I believe that was the name of the author. You can go to any New Age Shop or bookstore and ask for the book they should be able to find it. Good Luck in your search.

Love and Light

Anstaria

05/18/02

Dear Anstaria

I picked up a woman hitchhiker yesterday and she told me that we'll be experiencing eclipses and with Mercury in retrograde, then the earth shift will occur (bringing us into another dimension) in the next month or two. I've read about the shift, what are your thoughts on this?

Connie

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Dear Connie

A shift has already begun, especially with what happened a while back on September 11, 2001. Plus I've been in contact with Arch Angel Michael and many of the Ascended Ones. Much of my information comes from The Ascended Ones and what Michael has said has come to pass. The Hale Bob Comet that came into our atmosphere and the few land marks that have been hit. These are only a few things that The Ascended Ones have told me. Oh yes the changes have begun and they shall continue. It all started with August 8, 1988 when the Antarian Conversions occured and the changes shall continue. It is truly up to you on what path to choose. There will be another attack but this time he'll be caught and once he is caught you will see the dawning of the Aquarian Age where more people will awaken, one by one and more Spiritualist will come out into the open and Peace has already begun on Earth. It is a long process and will be complete in 2005. Just stay in the faith of the Oneness and the changes will be in your favor in which reality you choose and others will choose their own reality. If you want peace you will have it, if you want growth you will receive that because you create your own reality. As I create mine.

In love and light

Anstaria

02/28/02

Dear Anstaria

I have been trying to channel through quija board although I've been depressed lately and know this was a stupid thing under these circumstances I felt compelled, I was looking for answers guidance, it keeps spelling the same name jinhad sometimes when I ask who he is spells my name, other times says I opened the gate for him to poison me I haven't been too well last few weeks although I have had infusion vitimins feeling better I also have tried some cleansing incase I have lower energy attached I also asked my guids to gaurd me against any energy thats not for my higher good. I think my guide is helping me thing is I am confused don't know as spelling often mixed if he is entity guide or myself tried to keep my mind clear as I can use telekinetics I have also been told by several psychics over years that I myself am psychic and that my deceased dad helps with this in was told he protects me. I lost my mum 1yr ago my dad 25 yrs ago I am 41 yrs I don't feel he is near although quija saying its mum or dad or aunt ect. but its same person as I soon find out question is I don't understand how they're not stronger or closer any suggestions.

Sincerly, James

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Dear James

For starters I would get rid of the quija board, it is not the best way to communicate with the other world. I had to burn mine many years ago because it brought forth not the best energy. I suggest that you dedicate more time to prayer and meditation. Read books on Astral projection and communicating with the other world. You were given a very special gift and I would suggest using it. Meditate at least two three times a day for about fifteen minutes until your abilities get stronger and you can psychicly communicate with the other world. Always surround yourself with the white light of protection. Work with amethyst crystals it's safer. Use clear quartz for clarity, use pendulems made from crystals. By doing this you will open your spiritual and psychic channels. If you have any other questions please ask.

Take Care

In love and light

Anstaria

02/04/02

Dear Anstaria

Will this rid my life of this man and bring me love and happiness?

Sincerly, DMC

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Dear DMC

I feel it will, you just have to decide to walk away or stay. The one thing that might get in the way is: Karmic lessons that need to be learned. One of them being trust and openess. The other balance and foundation. I get this feeling that you were burnt by relationships before and the one way to remedy that is to pay close attension to the situations presented to you. In any new relationship persued there are lessons. What you need to look at is what keeps coming up and meditate and ask your guides for direction. Once you get past the obstacles clarity will set in and you will have the successful happy relationship with a couple of issues that can be worked out. I believe talking to an older woman that has been there and back can be of great help to you. This person will come into your life within a week to, two months. You'll know her when she comes. She might even be a friend of yours from two years ago.

Take care and many blessings

Anstaria

02/02/02

I'm sorry it took me so long to get back to you. Our server was offline for quite sometime. Thank you for your paitence.

In love and light Anstaria.

Dear Anstaria

1)I struggle with my thinking about what is appropiate in light of the September 11th attack. I know that the world will never change until we learn to respond to hate with love, yet I also know that if my loved ones lives were in danger. I am capable of taking another person's life to protect them. How do I reconcile these conflicting feelings and come to a resolution in my own mind with how we are responding to the attack and the fact that we have gone to war? As result of this war, lives are being lost. Is this the same as protecting our loved ones (and ok?) or are we suppose to "turn the other cheek" and only respond to the terroristic attacks with prayer?

2) I am at a crossroads in my life concerning my career. I am now beginning to enter a into a multilevel sales area that appears to have a high level of integrity and a positive visionary purpose (which is revelent to my background). I feel like it offers opportunities for personal growth and work that involves a higher purpose, but it obviously involves more risk then working for a company. I'm not sure if this is a correct "vehicle" to launch me into a career that truly serves others in a sinificant way as well as myself. Do you have any insight?

Signed JC

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Dear JC

1)I personally have a problem with war. I don't agree with it at all and I have been saying prayers and moving positive energy towards the ones involved and that's all I rather do. Everybody has a different opinion so you need to listen to your own intuition. The war itself will be over in the middle of the year I feel. I'd say close to June. My advice is to focus on the peace in your heart and remember God is always with you. Find interest in nature and pay no further attension to what's going on and stay strong in join the others that are sending out positive energy. If you lost someone close to you in one of the attacks, understand it's not God's doing. Look at the brighter side perhaps the person or the people you lost finally completed their time and are helping you from the other side. Two of my cousins are in the arm forces and I trust they are well protected. So trust and send love and healing to those in need of it and keep yourself focused on the beauty in your life all around you and trust that all will be well soon and visulize it in your mind's eye.

2) Business wise what kind of company are you getting involved in? If it's Quixtar it's the best company to work with. My husband Craig and I are involved and we know people that are doing quite well. I would highly recomend that company if you want to start your own business to get ahead. The way I see it you will do well in either one because of the ambition you have and the desire to move ahead.

Many Blessings

In love and light

Anstaria

02/02/02

Dear Anstaria

Where is my life going? I'm living with a man I don't love, he has chipped at it until it is gone. I know where I want to be, will I ever get there? I'm tiered of being just an image. I want to be truly loved. When or will it ever happen. I pray I get where I want to be.

Sincerly, DMC

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Dear DMC

Once you let this man go and heal the wounds that might have been brought on by this whole thing all will be cured. This will happen within the next three months but you need to let go of all of it and take a few courses in healing and work on yourself. My friend Indigo has a book she is reading and I'll pass on the information to you. You can also go to a New Age Shop or any general bookstore and ask for Self Healing books and they will point you in the right direction. My advice to you is meditate and write a letter to yourself about this person and burn it in a fire along with a few of his photos and that will help clear up a lot.

In love and light Anstaria

01/14/01

Thank you for allowing people to ask you questions. Waht a beautiful thing to do. Lately I've been feeling very spiritual, reading The Celetine Prophecy and other related books. I believe everything happens for reason. I just can't find the erason why my sister will not talk to her family (myself and her other sister) I was adopted and she wasn't. I found her after six years of searching in 1998. She has pushed me, after showing her love, out of her life. How do I get her to open her heart and mind to forgiveness and love. I pray for her, light a candle everyday, and send her affirmations and angels. Nothing works. She has psychoneurosis, but denies any help. What can i do, to make her realize family is important. Thank you, and bless you. Raine

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Dear Raine,

It seems to me that your sister feels disconnected from the Source and all you can really do is pray and send her angels. She may need to grow through this for the moment. Everything has a reason. It doesn't mean you'll lose her because I don't see that. Right now she's probably searching for something and I see it all changing in two weeks to a month. Once she goes through her cleansing process and gets over her loss whatever it might be she will return to the family. What you can do is send her a letter and have each member send her one too telling her what they feel she has brought to them and how important she is to all of you and keep praying for her and sending the angels. You are truly doing the right thing if you would like I will also pray for her please give me her full name. Craig and I will do what we can for her. Also try this affirmation, say it once before bedtime and once in the morning before you begin your day and light a green and white candle when you say the affirmation.

Affirmation: "I call upon the Source of Mother/Father God to touch my sister's heart and return her to us safely with love and we are a happy family once again."

See what happens it helped my brother cure a close friend of his using an affirmation I once gave him. Affirmation are pretty powerful forms of love and messages for our subcontious and once you keep saying it and believing it, it works quickly and from it comes great results.

Many Blessings

Anstaria

12/17/00

Dear Anstaria,

I have been reading about the good changes coming and connecting with the higher self. Can this be done by living with love as my focus and through meditation. Do I need to have protection?? And lastly, I have 3 small children. Is there something I should be doing to help them with all of this?

Thank you,

Sherri Knobloch

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Dear Sherrie

Yes you can live with love as your focus because God works only on love, for God is love and that is the way we should persue things through love, not violence unless our own life depends on it. I know God wants to bring love back because that was how we all began. We came from love. Yes you can also connect through meditation because it makes one stronger in Spirit. It is best to meditate at least twice a day and when you meditate remain open to the messages that will come to you through the voice of God and know the voice of God can be any form as long as it is with the light. It is always best to surround yourself with white light at all times before you go to bed at night or go out for the day. AS for your children raise them with what you believe in let them know that there is a whole another world out there. You can do this through meditation by asking to be with you in a silent meditation when you yourself go and meditate, invite them to join you and read to them stories that they can understand that you feel is spiritual. It is always best to start them young. When they have dreams talk about them and look for a special meaning behind the dreams. Take them on walks through nature and explain to them what you know by your knowledge about nature itself. Those are just a few things you can do with your children to help them understand what you believe.

In Love and Light

I am Anstaria

11/30/00

Anstaria, Please feel free to display this. I am gifted with clairvoyance, clairaudience, I see auras, and a group of Ascended Masters channels through me via dreams, automatic writing, and intuition. I am tired of denying who I am in my own life!! I want to start readings: I do so with friends, but want to do this as my calling. I realize my insight would minister my love for others, and I'm anxious to get started! What are your suggestions? I am also guided to expand the concept and process of aura photography. Blessings, Deborah

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Dear Deborah,

First of all if you strongly feel this is your calling then I highly recommend that you go ahead with this gift and share it with others. Don't ignore your calling. I ignored mine the first time and God called me right back. As of November 12, 2000 I was Ordained as a Minister in a New Thought Church and I am much happier now. As for getting started Deborah you need to put it out to The Universe you want to do this and leave it all in the hands of The Source. Then be paitent and wait for the forces to direct you to the right place and you too will be happier. Start going to New Age Shops and inquire about classes along the same lines of your special gifts that God gave to you. If you live in Arizona Dear One look into The CEC link we have on our Website. This is the New Thought Church I am affiliated with and there are classes going on there you can take. Now if you want to go Solitary read different books that focus on your gifts like aura reading, Agartha which is about a woman who uses automatic handwriting to communicate with the Spirit World. Then there is Starborne by Solara which focuses on The Ascended Masters and Angels. I for one have been working with The Ascended Masters now since 1990 and maybe even longer before that. I just turned 33 November 9th. You should also meditate at least twice a day and focus on amythst to open up your spirit connection and your third eye. Always keep with you a pad and a pen or pencil to write down whatever messages you may receive from your Higher Self. Keep a Spirit Journey Journal at all times so you can write down new experiences as they come about and above all keep a white light around you at all times, visualize that white light always and remember you are a special gift from Mother/Father/God. In Love and Light I am Anstaria

09/05/00

Hi Anstaria Yes feel free to use it if you wish. Perhaps someone else is experiencing a similar situation. It might help them to not feel so alone. Thanks for your generous offer to answer my questions. I do have a couple. The first being I have had the feeling from the very start that I was to put this material on the web so it could be accessed free by anyone who was at a point where they could be helped by it. Problem is I know nothing about putting up a web site. Can you provide any guidance? Or suggest a good book on this subject. What are the costs associated with putting up and maintaining a site. I liked yours a lot because you have none of those annoying adds, I would like to avoid them if it is possible, I also like the way it loads so quickly.
The second question involves something that happened several months ago, I was laying in bed and I distinctly heard something call the name "Ariem". Nothing like this had ever happened before or since, I don't normally hear voices. I live in a place remote enough that I know it wasn't just a stray noise. The odd thing about it is I have not forgotten the name, I usually forget peoples names almost immediately after I hear them. This has always embarrassed me. Ever sense it happened I have had the strangest feeling that somehow this is my name, that this is who I truly am. Am I just going silly in my old age, or is this possible?
I have a strange childhood memory. I am standing beside the house I grew up in. The sun is shining brightly and there are no clouds in the sky, but the world the sky the white painted houses, and even the sun seems brown, dark and dingy. My thought at that moment was " what is this place and who are these people". I felt angry and lost. I don't think the world was really any darker or different at that moment than it is now, I think what I was reacting to was the contrast between What I was experiencing at that moment and a much brighter place that I had been accustom to. I feel that all that happened was I eventually became used to the way this world looks. Problem is I have always felt that, that moment was the first time I had seen this world, yet I had to be 3 or 4 years old at the time. This is confusing to me. I have heard that the soul does not need to enter the body until after birth, but I assumed this meant a few seconds after,not a few years. If this truly was my first moment here then who or what was causing this body to operate prior to that.
Does any of this make any sense to you? Love and blessings to you Anstaria. Don

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Dear Don

Before I move ahead with this I want to tell you my husband Craig understands about making websites. He created ours all the work you saw is his doing. Craig is very talented all he needs to do is read a book about it and he's done. So I will forward that half of the question directly to him or you can send him an Email at: runemaster@wwdb.org He will be able to help you with that one. By the way he also reads runestones.
As for the question about the name you heard it is most deffinately true that Ariem is your spirit name. The reason I support it because Anstaria is my spirit name at least part of it. There is more to my name but it is way too long to go through it. Now for clearer insights on Spirit names read Starborne By Solara. A spirit name can come to you through a meditation or it can just finds it's way into life. It can simply be a name heard that feels completely right to you. So read Starborne By Solara.
As for the other question you asked. You might have found yourself between worlds perhaps it was a decision you had to make. I feel at that time your soul was longing to return to where it truly came from and you had to decide. Perhaps things weren't as you planned and you truly wanted to go home. More info on that can be found in The Tenth Insight by James Redfield and also in Starborne By Solara. So the gray may represent your inner fears of being missed by your true people.
The bright colors you saw was of the world you did come from but in another demension. As I said before you subcontiously came to a crossroads at a very young age.
As for the soul we know as that energy or soul what kind have life we want to live. We as souls watch from the Afterlife or before life before we make that transition into the physical as a baby see our Soul's Purpose and choose our parents when we are just energy watching from heaven. Because we feel that these are the people that can help us with our Soul's Purpose.

In Love, Peace, and Light I am Anstaria

PS: Rocommended Readings

The Celestein Prophacy By James Redfield

The Tenth Insight By James Redfield

Starborne By Solara

The Way of the Peaceful Warrior By Dan Millman

If you have further questions please ask and once again may I put these questions and answers up as well?

09/04/00

Hi About a year ago I started waking up early around 4am with what seemed to be thoughts in my mind that were not my own. Below I have included a brief example. I have transcribed around 600 pages of this material. At first I was very frightened, but the messages spoke only of love, and truth. I'm not sure how to take, or what to think of this, because my upbringing taught me that people who claimed to have these types of experiences where either crazy, or liars. I don't feel like I fit either of these descriptions. Still I'm puzzled. Can you help me to understand what is happening, as I have no real context to understand it from. Something told me that you might be able to assist me in understanding this. If not I apologize for bothering you. Thanks Don

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I am the ocean, you are the raindrops. We are the same. You raindrops, because of your similar size and location, see yourselves as separate, as units, as individuals. This perception of your selves has been your only reality since you were born in the clouds. You have no other perspective of your selves. As you fall through your short lives here, you see the ocean far below. On a certain level you understand that it and you are one and the same. You envy its magnificence. The thought comes," I am water too, am I not also part of this magnificence?" Then you realize that you are but an insignificant raindrop. You can only look at that distant ocean in awe. The ocean with its timeless knowledge sees you quite differently. It sees you for what you really are. Its most precious children, bravely returning home to share the experience that ocean as a whole could never have experienced. The ocean has nothing but love for you. Because it understands that it is you, and that you are it. It knows only truth. Until the moment you reunite you can only speculate. The ocean's love for you is unconditional. It holds no foolish thought of punishing you for not falling quite right. It only waits with great patience for your homecoming.
The tiny collisions you had with the other drops on the way down, at the time seemed so significant. Often you feared that if you mingled with them too long you might get to close and in the process even lose your identity. All this because you understood your true identity not! You are ocean, you always were ocean, you always will be ocean. How you currently perceive yourself raindrop, snow flake, puddle, stream, River, or lake matters not. This is all illusion, only perception. You are ocean, you are spirit. You and I are one; we are the All That Is!

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Dear Don

What you are experiencing is a gift from God. Some people call it psychic ability. Others call it a sixth sense. It usually comes from childhood. It doesn't mean you're crazy. You're gifted. My advice to you is don't listen to what others think. Know you are a special person and God gave you this gift for a reason. You are meant to use this gift for the right reasons and you need to understand in what direction to go with it. May I suggest reading The Celestein Prophacy followed by The Tenth Insight, both books are by James Redfield and he does have others out you can read. Another book I would suggest is Starborne by Solara and The Way of the Peaceful Warrior By Dan Millman. Those books I highly recommend and also be open to what is happening to you. I've work with this stuff for almost twenty years and I'm 32 now even longer then that. I made my first connection at age two when God sent me my first angel to help me in life to help me wake up to the Spiritual World.
What you are experiencing is a Divine Gift that has been with you all of your life and now you have been called by God to awaken to it and now God wants you to sit and ask for direction from that which is a part of you and has always been.
Go into the silence and meditate on what is happening to you and ask the angels in which direction you should go with this Divine Gift for it will open many new doors for you. Most of all don't fear the gift given to you accept it. Once you take full acceptance for your gift you will come in contact with others that have the same gift and you will be lead up the right path.

In Love and Light
I am Anstaria

Dear Don

I also noticed the words you sent me are most deffinately chaneled messages from angels maybe even the Ascended Ones. When this happens you must write them down in a Journal and ask the name of that which you chaneled for you may also be a Chanel for spirits, angels, the Ascended Ones which is a very special and important gift because you have been chosen to deliver their messages to others.

In Love, Peace and Light
I am Anstaria

08/26/00

Where is Dawn and the Winds going next?

Dear Mike

I see them going south and from the south will return the rebirth of a new thought of oneness between one and all. I see this happening in about ten years time when our world will finally come a reality that peace can once again exsist and that we can all live with in harmony with all things. Espect even stronger changes by the next flight of a new comet that will come into our atmosphere for the second time. For some these changes will be tough because of their resistance to them. Once accepted all will be well in your life and those who choose not to resist changes. Expect a moment of rebirth for yourself where your eyes will be open to more possibilities and all will go your way in about six months. Do expect challenges in your life and this time handle them instead of running away for it will help you out later and once again leave yourself open to new things. In love and light Anstaria

Hi, this is my first encounter with you and your web site, and I'm curious about the predicted Earth changed that many had predicted, including a shift in the Earth's poles, tremendous storms and weather volatility, destruction, etc. What is the Earth's status now and in the near future regarding such upheavals? Thank you and God bless you, Sarah

Dear Jack and Sarah,


The truth is the changes are coming and there will be a major shift in consciousness. However, these changes won't result in the end of the world. Arch Angel Michael told me that through these changes Atlantis will arise, as will Lamuria. Then there is Shamballah that will be uncovered from the earth. Some of the cities close to the water may soon have beach front property. If you are aware of Ocean Beach on Fire island back in New York it will be one of the first places that could erode, as well as Montauk Point. Even parts of Manhatten will soon become more of a beach like surrounding, and California is sinking but in another decade it will be transformed and gone and some parts of Arizona will have even more water running into the reserviors. Sedona will soon be tranformed into another City of Light. You will also discover a new rise in the Aquarian age many more Cities of Light. You will also recognize a deeper understanding of your own God Like Beings.

As for the poles they will shift and we may be seeing more hoter summers and mileder winters. Also espect another comet in five years, which will bring more rain to the desert & espect more hurricanes but they will not destroy anything seriously.

They will result in a change in the God consciousness, which means more and more people will begin to awaken to a more clear knowing of God and the powers that be.

As for the return of Christ, he is coming but not like a theif in the night as most people believe, he will be known by his special gifts as he was known before.

You can now let go of your worries and move ahead, for God is with you both and you are well protected from any possibilities and hold onto the Faith deep within your souls.

May the Angels Guide your way
In Love and Light. I am Anstaria Amara EL

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